20121223

love u


buffering time to kill...

loool mir ist langweilig, film muss puffern..

1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say... - i love you too
2: Did you get to sleep in today? - yesss <3
3: You never know what you got until you lose it? - totally
4: Do you have siblings? - yes
5: How many kids do you want? - 3
6: Who was the last person you held hands with?- my boyfriend
7: Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss? - yes
8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care? yes
9: Last person to talk on the phone? - no idea... :3
10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone? - no one i know, anyway...
11: When’s your birthday? - 6th december
12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? - yes (^_^)
13: What kind of phone do you have? - blackberry bold <3 <3
14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? - pjs
15: Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago? - absolutely
16: What were you doing at 4 am? - um.. sleeping.. i guess? 
17: Would you rather write a paper or give a speech? - give a speech!
18: Are you lying to yourself about something? - would i know?
19: Last night you felt…? - oh sooo exhausted
20: What’s something you cannot wait for? - christmas and then new years eve aaand the new episodes of gossip girl and big bang theory 
21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but when somewhere different? - yes
22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night? - like 10.. <3 <3 FINALLY
23: Are you a morning or night person? - NIGHT... i'm not a person, i'm a bat
24: What did you get your last bruise from? - wouldn't you like to know.. ^^
25: Do you reply to all of your texts? - i try... :3
26: Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for. What do you do? - answer it with 'how are you, love?'
27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? - no :(
28: Anyone you would like to get things straight with? - right now...no ;) 
29: How many months until your birthday? - 12 :(
30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter? - toast &' jam <3
31: Did you like this past summer? - yesss 
32: What were you doing before you got on the computer? - wrapping christmas gifts
33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do? - i have no ex :P
34: What is the last thing you said out loud? - good night, dad
35: Your mood summed into one work? - work or word? i'll just do both... :3 gnossienes nr 3 by.. uhm erik satie, i think.. and tired
36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey? - skyping
37: What are your initials? - srs
38: Are you a happy person? - no, sorry 
39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago? - uhm... noo idea, my memory sucks :D 
40: Where do you want to live when your older? - big berlin
41: Have you had your birthday this year? - yes c:
42: What did you do yesterday? - babysit, buy christmas gifts, SLEEP :3
43: What will you be doing tomorrow? - unwrapping presents <3
44: How late did you stay up last night? - 2am
45: Is there anyone you would do anything for? - yes <3
46: Is it hard to make you laugh? - nope c:
47: Do you believe ex’s can be just friends? - yes ;)
48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again? - i still have no ex :P
49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012? - nooo idea xx 
50: Do you wish your ex was dead? - aand i STILL have no ex.. 
51: Have you ever dyed your hair? - yep -.- ...
52: Would ever take back someone that cheated? - uhm.. 
53: Was New Year’s Even enjoyable? - what.. last one? that's like ages ago... but yes, it was nice ;) 
54: Bet you’re missing someone right now? - actually...no.. ;) i'm pretty happy on my own right now.. 
55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo? - they'd be pretty PISSED
56: Sleep on your back or stomach? - stomach
57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be ? - NYC
58: What would you change about your life right now? - nothing, really.. at least i can't think of anything 
59: Has anything upset you in the past week? - for sure, but i don't remember any details.. :3
60: Are you on the phone? - does skype count? 
61: Today, would you rather go forward a week or back? - neither, i'd stay in the present forever, if i could.. soo relaxed.. in my pjs, skyping, watching movies...
62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car? - 40,000
63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high? - yes :D 
64: Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone? - yes 
65: Have you ever copied someone elses homework? - yes
66: Are you the type of person who liks to be out or at home? - depends :D
67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up? - yes
68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone? - yes
69: Could you use some sleep right now? - yes but i'm not going to sleep 
70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re 18? - oh i hope not :O
71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you? - yes
72: What’s your favorite color? - turqoise, pink, green, purple, bordeaux
73: Have you ever slept in the same room with someone you liked? - yes
74: Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand? - yes :D
75: Do you get annoyed easily? - yes -.-
76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you? - yes!
77: Do you have a person of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to? - yes <3
78: Does anyone call you babe? - yes <3
79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? - 3 
80: What do you prefer, relationship or one night stand? - uhm relationship is more comfortable but one night stand is more exiting, so... both, i guess? xx
81: What color hoodie did you wear last? - grey <3
82: Is there someone who meant alot to you at one point, and isn’t around anymore? - yes

ay

sarcasm.



i see them haters 
i got one thing to say
FUCK Y'ALL

20121206

wonderland wonderland

awe heute ist mein geburtstag! ich bin schon den ganzen tag sehr gut gelaunt, es hat geschneit und ich hab kuchen und richtig tolle geschenke von meinen freunden und meiner familie bekommen und extra tolle geschenke von meiner besten freundin. ♥

ich hab ja schon lange nichts mehr gepostet, es ist nicht viel passiert, school sucks, gleiche scheiße wie immer, ich bin sonst sehr glücklich, ich hab immer wundervolle menschen um mich herum, die mich unterstützen und alles scheint grade gut zu funktionieren.. auch in der liebe, wer weiß... ♥

soo liebe freunde, ich werd wieder zu meinen gästen gehen, ich hab nur die kurze zeit der ruhe genutzt, um geburtstagsmails zu beantworten und was kleines zu posten...
und danke nochmal an alle, die an mich gedacht und mir gratuliert haben, ihr seid wundervoll!

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ich liebe dich, schwesterherz ♥♥♥
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